***Written December 21st 2009
i have re-fallen in love with Ty like i felt when we first got together. Its been hard in the trust department but i keep thinking maybe that break was what it finally took for both of us to straighten up (in different aspects of course)and go after what we want, which is the relationship to be a happy one and an honest one. We have been spending quite a lot more time as a family and appreciating the time that we do get to see of each other. Calls and communication are more frequent and not so forced as it was towards the end of our relationship. Life seems to be coming together smoothly and with more of a solid foundation.
As of currently, Ty and i have decided to move back together in January as soon as the townhouse we have decided on is finished being remodeled. That could be as early as January first and as late as the third week of January, seems kinda scary to be making that leap again but i know its what i want. Last time we ended up moving in together out of his mother pressuring us together but she was always there. Now we finally be moving out together in a new place for all three of us (me, Ty, and his daughter Kaylea). His mother will not be allowed at the house unless we decide to invite her which believe me, will not be often on both of our behalves. Ty is the one pushing for the move in and at least now i really feel like he wants to make a family together instead of him just having a girlfriend live with him. He has also talked about engagement and a kid as a fairly (1-2 years) near goal. This is exactly the opposite of how he truly felt before hand. I used to have to pry out things from him and that maybe he said before because i wanted to hear it, now this is all stuff he now talks openly in front of friends and family and gets excited about on his own. Its hard to describe the difference...
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